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February 28, 2003

Mindless Spawn of Space

In 1953, exactly fifty years ago today, Watson and Crick announced their explantion of How Living Things Work. Wonder where the two brilliant scientists have been since then? A few highlights...

Everybody complains about it, now Dr. Watson (of DNA Double-Helix fame) says we can do something about it. Better living through chemisty!

Watson says that low intelligence is an inherited disorder and that molecular biologists have a duty to devise gene therapies or screening tests to tackle stupidity.

"If you are really stupid, I would call that a disease," says Watson, now president of the Cold Spring Harbour Laboratory, New York. "The lower 10 per cent who really have difficulty, even in elementary school, what's the cause of it? A lot of people would like to say, 'Well, poverty, things like that.' It probably isn't. So I'd like to get rid of that, to help the lower 10 per cent."

Watson, no stranger to controversy, also suggests that genes influencing beauty could also be engineered. "People say it would be terrible if we made all girls pretty. I think it would be great."

Meanwhile, his sidekick, Dr. Francis Crick, has discovered that there is no meaning to meaning! Elementary, my dear Watson!

At the heart of the Crick-Koch hypothesis is a simple idea with vast implications. It is that consciousness, rather than representing some spiritual or God-given quality, is a biological process like digestion or circulation, generated by the activity of neurons in the brain. As he wrote in his 1994 book, "The Astonishing Hypothesis": "You, your joys and your sorrows--your sense of personal identity and free will, are in fact no more than the behavior of a vast assembly of nerve cells and their associated molecules."
And don't forget about Crick's former brainchild announced in his book in 1973 called "Directed Panspermia" which answers the question "where did life come from?" Answer: life on earth was seeded by microorganisms from a higher civilization and sent through space on unmanned rockets.

Blind in One, Can't See Out the Other

Watching the War with Both Eyes
Published on Tuesday, February 25, 2003 by the Boston Globe
by James Carroll

BECAUSE THE CIRCLE of chaos was closing in on the realm, the hero went to the troll and, forcibly subduing him, demanded to know the secret of drawing order out of chaos. The troll replied, ''Give me your left eye and I'll tell you.'' Because the hero loved his threatened people so much, he did not hesitate. He gouged out his own left eye and gave it to the troll, who then said, ''The secret of order over chaos is: Watch with both eyes.''

This story, from the late novelist John Gardner, perfectly illustrates the American problem. We are embarking on war with only one eye watching. That eye sees Iraq, Saddam Hussein, the threat of terrorism, a break with ''old Europe,'' the frightening foreground of the post 9/11 world. What we are not seeing is the larger background where far more deadly dangers lurk.

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Seeds in Snow

image copyright Fred First
It is the time of year, in some parts of the country, when a body can begin to lose hope. A time when the White Witch of Narnia rules, and it is 'always winter but never Christmas'. A season of gray mud outside and too much knowledge of the same walls you've been looking at inside since early December. Snow is no longer beautiful or exciting, blue skies and the sound of songbirds not even a memory.

I felt foolish, but I put on my rubber boots, stepped over the fence wire that the deer have broken down around the garden, and stood yesterday in the falling sleet in the middle of what once was a living thing, thinking: Let me have things about me that are green. Resurrect in me the knowledge and hope that things will grow in rows and clusters, will flower and fruit in gold and red, will spill yellow pollen into the air and smell like bread baking. Where I stand in frozen mud and slush around my ankles I will feel the warm sun on my neck and hear bees buzzing in the corn tassels above my head. There will be rich, crumbling soil below my feet and in a handful of sweet earth, fragments of the composted remains of last year's harvest, better soil than when we started this little patch. Days are longer now, if not warmer. Gardening season is not a cruel myth. Plan. Anticipate. Plant seeds in your mind. Live again.

February 27, 2003

Tooth Fairyland

I thought I was miserable, a captive in my own home, submersed in self pity and general whineyness during this unending ice storm until I read about Terry Oglesby over at Possumblog getting his new crown at the dentist today.

I feel better now, by comparison. Thanks, Terry, for sharing . Eh buh fa duh gayss o ga....go you and I. Now. Open wide.... this might hurt a little....

Bridge Over Troubled Waters

We had been in Belfast for a week, visiting our son who, in his continuing quest to find creative ways to add gray hair to parental coifs, had undertaken a six month exchange program in this rather unsettled part of the world. We'd had a wonderful visit, even though I had been intermittently plagued by some leg pain I'd inflicted on myself a couple of weeks before our trip. Being a therapist and knowing the things I had done that I shouldn't have done, I was pretty certain of the mechanism of injury, and had only myself to blame. Here's the deal:

When our neighbors with the backhoe had finished clearing spindly pine trees from the flat five or six acres that is now our pasture, they 'raked it' by pulling a huge pine log across it to level it and smooth it so that we could put in pasture grass seed. When planting time came, the neighbor who came to put out the grass seed suggested the huge pine log would make a good 'bridge' across our little side creek. He pulled it into place with his tractor. Over the next week, I proceeded to take off the round upper surface of this 20 foot log to level it off and make it easy to walk on. What I needed for this task was an old log-working tool called an adze. With this tool, I could have used good body mechanics, chopping straight in front of my body. Instead, I used an axe, and swung forcefully sideways, off and on, for hours. Got the job done, though, and shortly thereafter, we left the country for Ireland. And all was well, more or less until...

In the cab from the hotel to Belfast International, my hip and leg went into severe spasm. By the time we got to the airport, I could not bear to sit but could barely stand, much less carry heavy suitcases. Once in the terminal, I got shocky, managed to limp over toward a wall, and woke up clammy having briefly passed out, now crumpled in a heap on the floor. To make a miserably long story short, I writhed in the worst pain I've ever experienced for almost twenty hours until we got to Floyd and a physician friend gave me an injection that knocked me out. Subsequent X-rays were negative, and my diagnosis for my condition is piriformis muscle inflammation and spasm leading to sciatic nerve damage (a year and a half later, I still have numbness and calf weakness).

I only relate this story for the fact that, this past week as we were able to get out again and survey the effects of the recent flooding, we discovered that our pine-log footbridge had been swept away. You can imagine I saw it as more than merely a log washed downstream. This spring, when it dries out and it's time to lime and fertilize the pasture, I'll ask the neighbor to use his tractor to pull it back in place (this time, on higher ground). He has the right tool for the job, and I think I'll just stand by and supervise.

Fred Rogers: Good Neighbor, Goodbye

Fred Rogers died this morning. He was an ordained Presbyterian minister who got his seminary degree on his lunch hours in the '50s; considered his work in television as 'sacred ground' and saw this work as his ministy and lived out the meaning of 'one little word':

For many years, he and his wife visited one of his favorite seminary professors in a nursing home every Sunday afternoon. They would sing, talk, read scripture, and pray. One Sunday, the Rogers sang "A Mighty Fortress Is Our God," which included these words:

And though this world, with demons filled,
Should threaten to undo us,
We will not fear, for God has willed
His truth to triumph through us.
The prince of darkness grim,
We tremble not for him,
His rage we can endure,
For, lo, his doom is sure:
One little word shall fell him.

When they finished the song, Mr. Rogers asked of his old prof, "Dr. Orr, when it says one little word will fell him, what is that word?" Great question. What word has the power to bring down the prince of darkness?

Dr. Orr replied, "Evil simply disintegrates in the presence of forgiveness."

Fred Rogers believed that Christian principles were 'caught, not taught' and he lived out forgiveness, acceptance and the power of God's love in his 47 years of television. I am grateful to him for being a Christian peacemaker who presented the 'good news' in a gentle voice for so long. You have fought the good fight, Mr. Rogers. Rest in peace.

February 26, 2003

Hi Yo! Silverware!

My idea of removing moisture from the silverware is to take the wire basketful out of the dishwasher and bounce it sharply on the counter a few times before sticking the knives and spoons in the drawer. Why bother wiping water drops off something that is clean and will sit in the dark drawer and dry without consequence before you need forks and spoons again? I'm sorry. The horror of water spots is just an emotional trauma that I can't comprehend. There are some things about which I am obsessive and meticulous, but flatware can be put up slightly damp as far as I'm concerned. Ann disagrees, but has given up trying to 'civilize' me. We were chatting this morning as I put away the mildly damp silverware we have carried with us now through three states and seven homes through 32 years of married life.

"Look at this knife" I said. "I must have used this for a hammer at some point" as I turned it round in my hand to see the slight dent in the handle. "And check out this fork". I handed her a 40-year old fork that must have come from one of our parents' collections. The tines were slightly snaggled, and you could see both a bowing along the long axis and a twisting in the handle as if it had been turned hard while fixed in something solid and unyielding.

"Holli and the ice cream" Ann reminded me. Our daughter was notoriously hard on silverware, especially when she was in a hurry to get at the rock-hard ice cream straight out of the freezer. Holli always operated by the 'bigger-hammer' approach, and that didn't just apply to ice cream. She was equally hard on the plates, as we still notice in the chips and cracks on what few pieces survive from those days.

Ann continued with lore of silverware as I removed cereal bowls from the dishwasher and pretended to wipe them off with a dry towel. She asked me if I remembered fixing a window with a fork. I didn't. "Yeah, we had just moved in to the little house on Greasy Creek. Remember those ratty double-hung windows, the ones we replaced by the second winter there? We were standing in that kitchen putting away dishes. The wind was blowing like crazy, like it always did there in the valley, and the window was rattling so bad we could hardly carry on a conversation. I commenced to harping about how you had to do something to fix these crummy windows so they wouldn't rattle so".

"Without a word, you reached into the silverware drawer, grabbed a fork, and wedged it between the upper and lower sash of the window. It stopped rattling. And six months later, that fork was still there" she gloated. I guess she thought I'd feel somehow apologetic over this. It had quite the opposite effect. Made me proud. Show me a problem, I fix it. Sometimes that takes the form of banging the wet silverware on the counter a time or two. A man does what a man's gotta do.

Let There Be Light

Yet another map in my cartographic longing for perspective on this increasingly well-lit planet that grows darker by the day. The entire Earth at night is visible in this image. Sometime, I want to sit down with my Hammond World Atlas and match the bright strips and spots to unknown cities, coastlines, river valleys and other landforms. Walty Mitty, the world traveler, flies over the planet at night. You come too!

February 25, 2003

Lies, Damn Lies and CBS

The CBS Rural "Reality" show just won't die.

("The Real Beverly Hillbillies") is insulting and could be potentially harmful to the Appalachian region in terms of our public perception. It could influence decisions by those who may locate a business in the area or invest in the area. U.S. Rep. Ted Strickland Ohio-6th District

Rural Strategies goes on to state...

Rep. Strickland has contacted Sen. Zell Miller of Georgia to see whether he would introduce the resolution in the Senate.

Miller has been an outspoken critic of "The Real Beverly Hillbillies." In January, after CBS put some distance between the network and the proposed series, Miller sent a letter to the editor of the Atlanta Journal-Constitution.

"Seems they are having a hard time finding the family they had in mind: toothless illiterates with hookworms and an old man who has impregnated his barefoot, teenage daughter," Miller wrote.

"My bet is that these hoity-toity media moguls won't give up that easily. They're dying for a new 'Cracker comedy,' and with their noses in the air, they will keep searching. After all, they are certain that Appalachia is even more backward than the rest of the South, and making viewers feel they are superior is certainly as good a ratings grab as a washed-up 'Celebrity Mole' in Hawaii or a fake 'Joe Millionaire' in France."

UPDATE 11 a m Feb 26: More from a Capitol Hillbilly (Zell Miller of GA) who's NOT HAPPY WITH CBS!

North Korea: The Movie

Oh Great. Another Hot-shot Cowboy in High Places (if you count the 4" lifts).

Like Saddam Hussein, Kim is said to be a huge fan of "The Godfather," which explains much about his leadership style. But in other ways too, he seems to be living his life and running his country more along Hollywood plot lines than traditional ways of living and governing.

Take the way Kim set out to build a North Korean film industry. In 1978, rather than sending emissaries to study filmmaking in other countries, he simply arranged for the kidnapping of Choi Eun Hee, his favorite South Korean actress, and her husband, a noted movie director. They were taken to North Korea and held for eight years, ostensibly to teach him how to make movies. When Kim, who is extremely self-conscious about his stature -- he is 5 feet, 3 inches tall and wears 4-inch lifts -- met Choi, he reportedly used a line worthy of a Peter Lorre character: "Well, Madame Choi, what do you think of my physique? Small as a midget's droppings, aren't I?"

That last line begs for a comeback. Anyone?

Tuesday Tidbits To Go

  • No, honestly, if I wasn't obliged to go scrape Ann's car at 5:45 every morning, I wouldn't go any farther than the woodrack on the back porch until after sun-up. But I'm often glad, when I come back in and take off all the winter garb, that I was out under the winter sky in the dark. This morning, the coy C-shaped waning moon was beautiful. I've not checked the news yet this morning. No matter what has transpired in the world of men, the heavens point toward that which is beyond our small world and puny senses, past the outermost of the spinning, whirling galaxies, past the edge of change, sitting on the other side of that final curtain beyond which our instruments cannot take us. And that's good news.
  • It's come to this. Much of our wood is wet, as I've confessed. But I have a plan: I will bring in selected pieces of wood from the wet part of the dwindling pile... looking especially for cherry, sassafras, and walnut... and put them on some tin foil over the woodstove's cooler top surface, to slow-cook the moisture out of them before they go in the stove. This has the most desirable side-effect of producing a house-full of woodscent potpourri. Serving suggestion: don't try this on your kitchen stove.
  • And I have entered the dog house. (Who am I kidding. We always live in the dog house. Right, Buster?) Yesterday I found a small amount of paraffin lamp oil in a bottle in the cellar. I brought it up and put it down on the back porch while I wandered off and split wood or somesuch. The winds came down the valley from the south, blew over our hiking sticks that were leaning against the house, and they knocked over the lamp oil onto the walkway. Our brick pavers are now permanently (?) marked with a Rorschach blot which appears to be a fruitbat that has been run over by a steamroller.
  • I have been reading the Floyd County Comprehensive Plan. I intend to blog on this. I just thought you deserved to be warned ahead of time.

Resistance is (NOT) Futile

Four Goals of McDonaldization


  • Efficiency -- Rational calculation of best cost effective mode of production. Cheapest per unit price.

  • Calculability -- (or quantity rather than quality) Assessment of outcomes based on quantifiable rather than subjective criteria. Therefore, they extol the big Mac rather than the good Mac.

  • Predictability -- Organize production process to guarantee uniformity of product and standardized outcomes.

  • Control -- Substitution of more predictable non-human labor for human labor.




George Ritzer is a Professor of Sociology at the University of Maryland. He is author of Author of "The McDonaldization of Society"

McDonaldization is defined by Ritzer as "...the process by which the principles of the fast-food restaurant are coming to dominate more and more sectors of American society as well as of the rest of the world. There are steps that can be taken to cope with McDonaldization. However, I hold little hope that such actions, even if they were all to be employed by many people, would reverse the trend toward McDonaldization."

My kids will tell you, we don't do MakkyDee's since they were little. I have abhored the place since my college days, and finally Dr. Ritzer has come along to flesh out my disdain for and resistance of the culture of the fast food industry, of which McD's is the torch bearer.
Coming...some pros and cons of McDonaldization.

February 24, 2003

Puppy Pranks

Image copyright Fred First This one is for the kids. I wrote them last week when Buster had a couple of bad days and we were worried about him. This picture is just to show that he has fully recovered to his prior levels of obnoxiousity and is enjoying the snow, even if he is basically an Orlando Retriever (at least that's what he tells us when he stands at the door with his legs crossed, refusing to go as far as the lilacs to pee when it gets below 20 degrees).

In this picture, I had hopped down off the road to take some ice pictures along the creek, and had taken off my gloves to operate the camera. I look up a minute later, my gloves are gone, and I hear this "Yahyahyah" from you-know-who. So kiddos, the ol' boy Buster is back!

While we're in doggy mood, go over to Fool's Blog and see how puppy Harley has grown in just a couple of months. Great slide show. Sit back and enjoy the feline-canine wrestling match!

The More Things Change

There is a new grocery store coming to town, and not everybody is happy about it. There were already two here, Farmers Foods and Slaughters, and it isn't a public demand for fresh lobster that will be bringing in a chain grocery to the edge of town. It's simply a corporate opportunity. The new Food Lion store will be going in a field right across from the library, 100 yards out the front door of this stately old mansion that was featured here a month or so ago.

The issue has somewhat polarized the community, at least as it plays out in the editorial columns of the local paper. The most vocal locals, if I can paint with an overly-broad brush here, want any growth anywhere, any how. Some of the newer residents who come to Floyd with bad urban sprawl experiences and perhaps a longer and larger view of things, are concerned that certain kinds of growth, and aesthetic aspects of it (the signage, obtrusiveness of parking lot lighting, traffic changes) need to be considered before this kind of change in the character of town takes place.

This little controversy has brought into contrast the different voices represented here, and has been especially of interest to me now, as I will be attempting in my class research project to discern the 'collective identity' of Floyd County in some meaningful way. I mention this because the more I read and interview and write about my study topic, the less time I have to roam around with my camera and ruminate about protozoans and pondscum. I am a reluctant sociologist here, but that is the hat I am wearing for a while, til I get this class behind me. Who knows. Maybe I'll even wander upon something of substance to write about. (NAH!) Stay tuned!

Two 20-somethings Ago Today

Chaz Hill over in Dustbury Country used to mow grass to buy vinyl (no, it's not siding, children... it's what we used to call 'records'. They were big and bulky, broke rather easily, came along before Frizbies and didn't work nearly as well, warped in the sunshine, collected dust, and in sufficient quantity... which Chaz has amassed... required bracing up your house's foundation against the weight.)

The erudite Mr. Hill elaborates on my sixties musical ramble in the informative "B" side of Dustbury, in his VENT in which he tells us where the Beatles were, and weren't, in 1963. And now you know the rest of the story.

February 23, 2003

Is This Okay?

SEOUL, South Korea - Rattling nerves along the border, a North Korean fighter jet violated South Korean airspace over the Yellow Sea on Thursday before turning back as warplanes in the South scrambled. The flight — the first such incursion in 20 years — was the latest in a series of North Korean provocations.

The incursion, which lasted two minutes, came only days after North Korea (news - web sites) threatened to abandon the armistice keeping peace along the border if the United States imposes sanctions on the communist regime.

Sure. This is fine. Knock yerselfs out, North Koreans. But boy, I'm glad they don't have a little missle that will go 10 miles farther than the legal limit. Then they'd be in DEEP DO-DO!

Revive us Again

Excerpt from
Revive Us Again. A Sojourner's Story by Jim Wallace ~ Abingdon Press, 1983

Why does this description of America written in the early 1980's sound so familiar? Just substitute terrorism for communism...

[...]America after World War II offered a dream brighter than ever before. We ruled the world. The economy was booming. Our standard of living became the envy of the rest of the nations. It seemed to many that God had surely blessed us. Our national righteousness was evident in our wartime victory and peacetime prosperity. There was plenty for all who ere upright in character and willing to work hard enough to succeed.

But, like our parallel pursuit of military security, there was never enough. The more we stockpiled possessions and weapons, the more insecure we became. Accumulation and armaments did not bring us security. It was all an illusion.

Had we read the Bible more carefully, we would not have been surprised. Biblically, security is found in the presence of justice and peace. The all-embracing pursuit of material success and comfort distorted our priorities, our faith, our church and family life. We were captivated, seduced and captured by the materialism of post-World War II America.

If the reaction to the Depression was frenzied pursuit of affluence in my parents' generation, the response to the success of World War II was unbridled nationalism. The years of my growing up were the peak of American power into the world. We had our way -- always. We were the strongest, richest, and, we thought, most righteous country in the history of the nations. For all the fear of the Soviets, there was no one in the world who could pose a serious challenge to American dominance.

The anti-communism which followed World War II was pervasive. It became almost a religious cause and served as a convenient cover for American commercial, political, and military adventures all over the world. No matter what our country did, no matter how we intervened in the affairs of other countries, no matter how much suffering our policies brought, the great cause of anti-communism was invoked, and every act of political subversion, economic imperialism, or military aggression became justified and even took on the noble character of a religious crusade.


Time magazine named Wallis one of the "50 Faces for America's Future." His books include The Soul of Politics (1994) and Who Speaks for God? A New Politics of Compassion, Community, and Civility (1996). He continues as Editor-in-Chief for Sojourners: Christians for Justice and Peace.

Things That Go Boing in the Night

"What was that!?" I asked, as I sat bolt-upright in bed, staring wide-eyed into the darkness.

"I don't know but it was inside the house. I think" Ann offered groggily. "What do you think it could have been?"

Such is the way of the sleeping brain. It receives what the physiologists call the "raw percept"... the sound waves from... what?... make nerve impulses in the ear that reach the 'hearing' cortex and activate the 'alertness' part of the brain, but that last leg of the journey to full comprehension... the interplay of hearing and meaning... doesn't happen. So there you sit, awake, alarmed, having heard SOMETHING, feeling uncomfortably clueless.

It wasn't cold enough for it to be a pipe bursting (my worst winter-wee-hours fear); it wasn't a tree falling (the weather dudes missed their guess about the 60 mph winds last night, yet forecast for later today). Wasn't the dog, wasn't somebody on the road, not the phone, not the fire alarms. We scanned through the inventory of possibilities and came up with nothing, although we both agreed it was inside the house, and it was a metallic kind of sound, like a spring recoiling or something.

All this was taking place at ten after four this morning. It was about time to get up anyway (yes, even on a Sunday) so I begin the tedious winter process of dressing for the morning. Just then the dark room flooded with light and a split-second later the sharp peal of thunder reverberated down the sodden valley, around us, in us, as much a visceral feeling as a sound. There was no crescendo up to the climax of the storm. Like the mysterious noise that woke us, the peak of the storm came at once, before we could attach meaning to the raw percept of sharp metallic pinging. Hail was hitting the metal roof, bouncing down onto the porch roof, from there to the frozen ground just outside our window in an audible hiss. The roar of the wind and the rushing of the swollen creek screamed like twin banshees in a threatening howl that only added to the adrenalin of being startled awake just a minute before. The lightening flashed, the hail hissed and the creek growled and we pulled back under the covers as if they would protect us from the fury and violence just the other side of our walls.

The storm passed quickly, the power stayed on, and we threw the covers off and headed for the coffee pot. As soon as the light came on in the bedroom, I discovered what had startled us from sleep just as the storm began. The D string on my guitar had broken suddenly in a metallic twang, not ten feet from the bed. I have a guess that the sudden change in pressure from the storm may have triggered it. So, my old guitar had the honor of playing the opening note for The Tempest on Goose Creek in D Major. And on that note, I think I have earned another cup of coffee.

February 22, 2003

Blogstreet Neighborhoods etc

I suppose some, maybe most bloggers will be aware of Blogstreet. The folks there use some voodoo to create a kind of hierachical ranking of over 85,000 weblogs, determined in some fashion by who links to and is linked by the weblog. I'm not sure what some of this means, especially the "neighborhood". Fragment's Neighborhood shows many well-known weblogs, but I'll be darned if many of them know me. Still, you can go to any of those in the list and see more about their associations.

The BlogBack feature lists other weblogs where Fragments appears on their blogroll. This seems accurate enough.

And there is a new javascript feature (menu: VISUAL) that ostensibly shows in a graphic way various connections between Fragments and other seemingly random chosen weblogs. This is sort of fun to play around with, but I can't say that it tells me anything useful.

Word is that soon, there will be a number of separate 'categories' and ratings will be applied within those categories. Hmmm. Wonder where to file Fragments? Maybe there will be a "Seinfeld" category, that is 'about nothing'. Yeah. That's the ticket.

And while were sort of on the subject of linkages and connections, notice down at the bottom of the right sidebar now... a neat little FREE piece of code from Stephen Downes that tells you who's visiting Fragments (if anyone) and from where. Did I mention it was free?

Too Much Too Fast

This is not a drill. This is the real thing. Water is up over the concrete bridges west of us, threatening to be up over the road, east. We have moved our vehicles up as high as we can and are watching an angry, grinding, soil-choken Goose Creek carve away at the banks and eat out around the trees that have survived along the creek til now. We'll lose some tonight.

Expecting the rains to finally end late today, followed by 60 mph winds tonight and tomorrow. I doubt we will try to get out for church, even if the road itself survives. We could come back to a dozen monster trees down over the road.

I'd be happier to see all this moisture if more of it was getting into the deep ground. As it is, the frost down a few inches deep is making it seems as if all this rain is falling on a vast parking lot over square miles, and the creek is the convenient storm drain. It smells seaweedy, smells of topsoil out there and the creek is terrible, raging, powerful, mindlessly following the only laws it knows. Water and time are the brushes that created this Appalachian canvas through the eons, but it's not a pretty picture as it happens.

Now. Time for an inventory of candles, batteries, drinking water, crank radio, and a book with print large enough to read by the oil lamps tonight. And hey, it might be a good idea to use some our duct tape and make the dog a raincoat.

If a Woodchuck Could Chuck

It's a sad day in Mudville. Mighty Casey has struck out. My perfect record for one-match fires ended this morning because the wood is wet and this has certainly put a damper on my manly self-esteem... the price I pay for being so puffed up, earlier in the winter, at the quantity, quality and sheer aesthetic wonder of my ample and well-thought-out woodpile.

We've had a much colder-than-normal winter. Unlike winters past, this year somebody (me) has been in the house most days during the week, so instead of firing the woodstove at 7:30 to last until 5:30 in the afternoon, it's been fed continuously, 24/7 since late September. Add to that the fact that we've had snow/slush/mud since early December... a time when I would have been laying by next year's wood, or the year after's ... in a typical year. There was a time I would have done it, but this year, the idea of slipping and sliding around while operating a chainsaw has left me, well, cold.

What wood that's piled over here at the house is either wet from where the snow got to it, or it's 'body wood' that will have to be split before it's burned; and the kindling pile is almost gone. Over in the barn, there's still some scraps of old siding and flooring I salvaged from the house reconstruction a couple years ago, but it won't do for more than firestarter kindling. Spring can't come too soon to suit me. Even so, we'll need a bit of heat on into late April-early May, so the woodburning season is far from over.

Image copyright Fred First In the picture you can see how I store my wood, in teepee fashion, over in the pasture. I just cut this little bunch up last week, got one truckload over here between snows, and the remainder is buried once again and frozen to the ground. It's nice to see the green again and remember my love-hate relationship with grass mowing and summer heat. Ann likes to mow. Go figure. You can see a bit of the AT (no, not Appalachian Trail... the Annie Trail) that wifey keeps up, cutting a swath around the perimeter of the pasture and down the old road we follow in our daily walk, so as to keep the dew off, and hopefully, most of the ticks, come summer. And come it will. And I'll be getting in firewood when I should be gardening. Such is life.

February 21, 2003

Crises of Conscience...

...and being accountable.

Kurt Easterwood looks at the two sides of the Janus-faced role of the personal writer, wondering how to find the proper balance between keeping the internal peace of one's life where he or she lives it, and waging peace in the real world of words and weapons. I appreciate him carrying some of my earlier thoughts forward and am happy for the company in this confusing time.

UPDATE/2.23.03 Pascale also asks if it's right that a blogger should be silent if he or she doesn't have all the answers' and note too Sainteros comment to Pascale's post, which reads, in part...

[...] I cannot escape my sense that far from protecting Americans the current administration is actually increasing the danger to Americans, that its unilateralism is seriously destabilizing international relations, that it has squandered the one opportunity we've had in 50 years to unite the world more sympathetically to our values and our character. The current administration failed to anticipate September 11, failed to stop it, and subsequently has failed to capture or render impotent those who did it. Now they are pursuing an enemy that they cannot prove is a direct threat, promoting both the perception and the reality that America wishes to behave as an empire and not a republic. The cost to America is to incur the world's ire.

Lynn Sislo (in her comment) takes issue with the term 'unilateral' since others have 'willingly' sort of kinda joined America in this endeavor. Technically, maybe she's right. However....

Musical Markers: Life Went Thattaway

Somewhere at the crest of a remote and rocky ridge, probably in the Smokies, I sat with a hiking buddy, many, many years ago. We had pitched camp in a three-sided trail shelter, as I recall, and were enjoying the end of an exhausting day on the trail when each step, all day long, was higher than the one before. We had gained maybe two thousand feet of elevation, just to spend the end of the day on a mountain crest where we could see both sunset and sunrise.

This was one of my first two-night backpacking trips and it occurred to me that I was as far away from 'civilization' as I had ever been. We ate a quick supper, and sat back to watch the sun go down beyond the last of a dozen ranges of overlapping southern mountain ridges. The stars were already appearing when, in the last glory of sunlight, I noticed a coppery reflection from something on the granite rock here at the highest point of the mountain. I was surprised and frankly disappointed to find a three-inch metal plate permanently set in the rock.

So. We were not the first people here. So much for that fantasy. Not only had humans been here before, but they made sure that they or anyone else could come back to this exact point on the planet at any time for centuries to come and find this bronze plate. What I had found, I later discovered, was a Geological Survey 'benchmark', placed there long before I was born. A benchmark is a permanently fixed point of reference: "you are precisely here on the map and you can reliably orient your position, find your bearings according to this known point".

The next song on the oldies station begins with the raucous sounds of seagulls. Not only do I instantaneously know what the song is going to be, but as the first words are sung, I nail the key perfectly, cueing in some unknown way from the unmelodic birdcalls. The Tymes are singing "So Much in Love" and so am I, and it is 1963, a fixed point in memory, rooted and grounded by the music of that sophomoric age. This is a metaphorical benchmark, it occurs to me as we stroll by the sea together under stars twinkling high above, and somehow my body pilots the car safely in the present, under overcast skies heavy with snow. The music of that year, not one particular song but taken all together, is embedded in rock with a brass plate, immutable, known, anchoring that time to this and me to that gangly fifteen-year-old who was becoming me.

As anchors go, I think the top 100 of 1963 holds pretty well. Consider the top ten:

Top 100 Hits of 1963
Chart # Song Title Artist
1. I Will Follow Him Little Peggy March
2. Be My Baby The Ronettes
3. He's So Fine The Chiffons
4. Our Day Will Come Ruby and The Romantics
5. Easier Said Than Done The Essex
6. So Much In Love The Tymes
7. My Boyfriend's Back The Angels
8. Hey Paula Paul and Paula
9. Fingertips (Part 2) Little Stevie Wonder
10. Go Away Little Girl Steve Lawrence

Boyfriend-girlfriend, lovey-dovey, not even any tortured breakup songs or car-crash lost loves in the lineup. An age of innocence by modern standards.

Year for silly/novelty songs: Dominique (some singing nuns?); Sukiyaki (about uncooked fish?); Hello Muddah (I was a 'leader' at camp that year); Tie Me Kangaroo Down (another international inroad into American pop).

Group names often take the formulaic "So-and-so (individual) and the such-and-suches (rest of the bunch) as in Martha and the Vandellas'; Ruby and the Romantics; Franki Valli and the Four Seasons; Randy and the Rainbows; or Sunny and the Sunglows. It was the names of people... Peter, Paul and Mary, Lou Christy, Jan and Dean ... that identified the groups. This was before the era of abstracting and obfuscating with names like Leftover Tuna, Toe Jam, Vowel Movement or the Banal Retentives.

And finally, in the Karaoke Machine: Fred sings...
1) Go Away Little Girl in his syrupy impression of Steve Lawrence
2) Blue Velvet or Blue on Blue, in the heart-wrenching wail of Bobby Vinton
3) And, only if alone unless its payback time, the ear-piercing suprafalsetto of Lou Christy in Two Faces Have I... YiiiYiiiYiiiYiiiYiiiYiii.

Thank you. Thank you very much.

So. What are your musical benchmarks? And be honest: you're really quite impressive singing at least one of the top 100 from 'your year'. (And yes, I do realize that most bloggers were not even with us yet in 1963). Put your lips up to the monitor and belt out a stanza or two for us. Don't be shy.

February 20, 2003

"Greater Israel"

New bin Laden tape purportedly says Bush agenda: the creation of 'Greater Israel'. After Iraq the US will go for Syria, Egypt, Sudan and Iran. Mr. Laden, please sir, you're going to get folks upset! I know you'd hate that, being a messenger of God and all that.

"This attack is part of a new crusade to prepare the region, after dividing it, for the creation of a Greater Israel," excerpts of the recording read. "This means the whole region will be ruled by Jews" bin Laden is quoted as saying.

Yesterday's message said that Mr Bush and Tony Blair were waging a campaign to carve up the Middle East in a similar fashion to the 1916 British-French pact that divided the remnants of the Ottoman Empire.

Silence of the Lambs

I've lost my writing rhythm, if not the will as well. Never a king, never aspiring to talk about kings, by proxy, I nonetheless feel the sword of Damocles just grazing my scalp. (You know the story. Damocles, the Greek courtier to Dionysius the Elder who, according to legend, was condemned to sit under a naked sword that was suspended by a hair in order to demonstrate to him that being a king was not the happy state Damocles had said it was). How can I sit here and ignore this mountain of woe while I gush about the joy and wonder or tiny ills in the life on the fringes of the kingdom, content to be in the world, but not of it, but guilty at the same time for seeming indifference? Fran of Northwest Notes understands.

February 19, 2003

Two If By Sea

Three we know about...

LONDON - U.S. and British intelligence services are tracking three mystery ships suspected of carrying Iraqi weapons of mass destruction, the Independent newspaper said on Wednesday.

...A shipping industry source told the paper: "If Iraq does have weapons of mass destruction, then a very large part of its capability could be afloat on the high seas right now.

...The paper, quoting what it called authoritative shipping industry sources, said the giant cargo ships had been sailing around the world for three months while maintaining radio silence in violation of international maritime law.

Quite Contrary

"The nation which indulges toward another an habitual hatred, or an habitual fondness, is in some degree a slave. It is a slave to its animosity or to its affection, either of which is sufficient to lead it astray from its duty and its interest," Washington wrote in 1796. "The nation, prompted by ill will and resentment, sometimes impels to war the government, contrary to the best calculations of policy." George Washington

Stars, Invisible by Day

image copyright Fred First

I hoped to my soul that the rare traveler down our road would chose another time to come by. There I was in the middle of a torrent of freezing water, squatting precariously on the rocks, in black rubber boots with a camera, photographing ice, of all things.

I accepted a long time ago that, if you're going to see the most interesting and beautiful things in this natural world, sometimes you have to get down to where they are... even if you have to play the fool on his knees to do it.


In the central place of every heart there is a recording chamber. So long as it receives a message of beauty, hope, cheer, and courage - so long are you young. When the wires are all down and our heart is covered with the snow of pessimism and the ice of cynicism, then, and only then, are you grown old. ~Douglas MacArthur

Father Time is not always a hard parent, and, though he tarries for none of his children, often lays his hand lightly upon those who have used him well; making them old men and women inexorably enough, but leaving their hearts and spirits young and in full vigour. With such people the grey head is but the impression of the old fellow's hand in giving them his blessing, and every wrinkle but a notch in the quiet calendar of a well-spent life. ~Charles Dickens

Age is opportunity no less,
Than youth itself, though in another dress,
And as the evening twilight fades away,
The sky is filled with stars, invisible by day.
~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, Morituri Salutamus

The great thing about getting older is that you don't lose all the other ages you've been. ~Madeleine L'Engle

The idea is to die young as late as possible. ~Ashley Montagu

February 18, 2003

Word of the Day

hubris (noun):


  • very great pride and belief in your own importance

  • Overbearing pride or presumption; arrogance: “There is no safety in unlimited technological hubris” (McGeorge Bundy). ETYMOLOGY: Greek, excessive pride, wanton violence. See ud- in Appendix I.

  • the pride associated with arrogance; pride considered as sin

  • N. arrogant ambition, ultimately leading to downfall; the revenge of the gods, the ancient Greeks said, when mortals got above themselves.

  • insolence, impudence, pride, haughtiness

  • a wrong springing from insolence, an injury, affront, insult

  • mental injury and wantonness of its infliction being prominent

  • injury inflicted by the violence of a tempest

Christmas in February!

Missing since Christmas travels: my little shirt-pocket digital recorder. There is such as thing as "too small" and the tiny Olympus DW-90 was just so easy to lose between couch cushions or to slip out of a pocket. I had lost it somewhere and dang I wish I had at least put my phone number on it in case somebody found it.

Yesterday somebody did. Me. It was stuffed back in the far corner of my underwear drawer, wrapped up in a placemat from the table, along with a small pocketknife, a few .22 shells and two odd socks. Obviously this was a "Oh crap they're walking up the sidewalk!" kind of last minute clean up during the Christmas house guests season. I swear I didn't put it in that drawer. So does Ann. Buster!

For some reason, my mind goes 100 miles an hour when I am driving. I suppose it is somewhat of a sensory deprivation kind of thing as the 'motor mind' is occupied with the mere action-reaction aspects of staying on the road. I dunno. I bought the little recorder back when I was on the road an hour a day, five days a week between here and work in Christiansburg. At the time, I had no outlet for writing, but wanted to, and the snippets that zipped through my mind while driving I somewhere called "ephemeral fragments from Floyd" because they would come, and would as quickly go, until I got my handy-dandy little recorder. Even then, I had snatches of imagery, adjectives, sometimes paragraphs of thought and reflection that were to me worthy of writing about. But the idea of writing without some concept of audience left me cold. Then the concept of the weblog-as-journal came to my attention in March... now almost a year ago... and here we are.

I'm back in the truck again several times a week. I'll be doing some interviews for my class research project soon. Finding the little recorder couldn't have come at a better time. Ho Ho Ho! Merry Christmas!

Fragments, Well Seasoned

Now in my eighth month of journalling here in Fragments, I appreciate the cycles of life that are showing up as time passes and the days' entries grow and fill these pages. From the sum of them come rhythms and patterns not evident or important perhaps to the casual reader of these words. But to the author, the common thread in snippets and fragments is beginning to tell as story missed when a day's thoughts and musings stand alone.

And too, standing back from the present, with the perspective of many months of writing, I realize how much the effort of daily jounalling has been good for me, to give perspective, purpose and meaning in these bits of thought and memory. I need that... to know that the value of the sum is more than one morning's silly ramblings that I so often hesitate to post. Keep it. It will be a drop in a larger pond someday.

I was considering all this as we walked the road this morning, sliding on the icy lane beside the creek that flows well up in its banks. Water hangs in frozen drops from the alders and covers the Broomsedge, so cold and brittle it shatters with the slightest touch. Springs boil up literally from the middle of the road and the world is saturated with a month's worth of water.

Standing in that very place in August, we wondered then if we would ever hear the drip and gurgle and splash of water in our valley again. Those memories from the terrible drought of late summer bring back the feel of dry heat, and hot breezes, and this is not altogether an unwelcome illusion in the middle of February. I'll snip a bit of these summmer memories that make me smile, as I read back through the seasons, bundled in front of the woodstove this morning:

from Every Drought Ends with a Good Rain August 09, 2002
... One has only to dig down a bit over by the barn to know that rounded river rocks by the tens of thousands have been washed down the narrow Rhododendron-shrouded gorge of the nameless creek that flows together with Goose Creek not 100 feet from where I sit. This same creek, tumbling down from its springfed source, has meandered first against the resistant rock of the east ridge of our valley, then the west, then back again, each time widening our little pasture by imperceptible inches in 100 years...such an unthinkably long time to our mortal perspective, a flash of time in a million years of wind and sun, frost and floods.

Floods are cataclysmic, sudden, drastic and evident in their consequences. Drought is chronic, insidious, draining life invisibly, quietly, leaving no record in the sands of geology's time. It is an abundance of water that has carved the hollow of the creekbed and made valley wide, not its absence. It is an abundance of water that has nurtured the broadleaved forest of these mountain hillsides. Drought has not formed this landscape, and it seems reasonable to hope that it will not subdue it now.

We will miss the rains for a few more weeks, for maybe one more season. But we must learn to see the cycles of wet and dry as the land sees it, and be still. If history is any lesson, the water will win the day.[More]


from Showers of Blessing August 15, 2002
... The clouds spoke of rain since mid-morning, but only in a distant whisper, and in jest. Nothing at all appeared on the weather radar that I watch like an ancient shaman watches bird entrails for signs of what might be. Once again, we were taunted with the hope of rain. Oh how those first drops would seem miraculous, the ordinary become extraordinary, sacred and hallowed, if only they would come. Soon.

And then they came. Three large, fat drops on the pavers outside the porch door. Then nothing, only a high hot wind. I lay down on the walk and watched the clouds form demons and cherubs; but a gray, flat, featureless raincloud would have been the most beautiful cloud of all. So intent on the vision overhead, I had not heard the first hints of rustling down our valley to the south. Wind? Rain? Both?

Sudden, sustained and smelling of dust and ozone, the blessed rains swept in sheets down the valley. It is raining still. This afternoon, we have walked in it, waded in it, rejoiced in it. How frail we are in that the cellular seas within us, plant and animal alike, are filled by rains and rivers that we do not own and cannot invoke by a word or a law. We live on a Water Planet, but it is all too easy to take this miraculous liquid for granted. I hope that I never will again. [More]

February 17, 2003

Flag and Country

"No, that is the Confederate Naval Jack. It is not the Confederate Battle Flag. Battle flags were square. And this flag was not the National Flag of the Confederate States". A class mate had just soundly corrected our prof who was about to use "THE" (misnamed) Confederate flag as an example of a symbol that 'signified' some very negative things.

"The Naval Jack was flown on ships in port. That's all it was. The Battle Flag that is square shares the central St. Andrews Cross and was the battle flag for the successful Northern Virginia Army, and later the rectangular form came to be associated with the southern states. It was expropriated after the war by groups that went on to become the KKK, and it acquired its racial connations thereafter. Those were not associated initially with this symbol." Katie knows her stuff.

Man, I actually came away from class with something; and after spending a while browsing around the world of flags this afternoon, I stand somewhat informed. Here is a nice display with explanations of the various flags of the Confederacy as they evolved.

The X-shaped St Andrews cross takes its origins from the days of Christ's disciples (according to one story). St. Andrew is the Patron Saint of Scotland and the white cross against a pale blue background is the national flag of that country.

This cross was incorporated with modification as the "Southern Cross" in the Confederate Naval Jack and other similar flags. A very strong contingent of Scots-Irish had migrated to the southern tier of states, shunning their former enemies the English who settled predominately in "NEW ENGLAND", so it is not surprising that they would incorporate this emblem in their flags. (

Another example of how flags evolve from earlier flags: Consider the Union Jack of the "United" Kingdom.Three crosses: the Cross of St. George (England), Cross of St. Andrew (Scotland) and Cross of St. Patrick (Ireland) go together to form the Union Jack. Fascinating! Maybe I need to get out more. Ya think?

But you probably already knew all this. You probably listened in class instead of drawing caricatures of your history teacher, or counting her "ummm"s and "uhhh"s like I was doing. I sorta figured that'd come back to haunt me.

Creatures of the Grid

There are not a few Floyd County residents who live 'off the grid' to one degree or another. They range from our retired Lutheran minister friend who uses a battalion of car batteries to store solar-generated power at his home, to our reclusive neighbor who choses to live off-the-grid in a tiny cottage with nine cats, who bathes in the creek and reads by oil lamps... this eccentricity compounded by the fact that she is from a very moneyed family whose name everyone would recognize.

We moved into our house here in November of 1999... just two months before the dreaded Y2K event. Our move wasn't predicated on survival when society melted down in January 1, 2000; but the thought did enter our minds that we could be relatively 'okay' for a while during a time of disruption, having the abundant wood for heat, gas (or wood) for cooking and hot water. And I was especially pleased with our water situation.

Image copyright Fred FirstThe house had been on spring water for over a century, but the spring head up the road filled in with sediment some decades ago, and I guess the hippies that lived here over the years brought in water from other wells or springs. Not knowing what to expect when we put in the very first deep well on the place, we were delighted to have 12-15 gallons of water at about 140 feet! And the best thing was that, very rare for deep wells in our area, it was artesian, meaning that there was enough pressure on the aquifer to send water up out of the well without pumping. We had enough pressure to use all the water outlets on the main floor, even when the power to the well pump was off during winter storms! Until...

In the spring of our first year here, we started noticing two changes in the water: it smelled funny, like rotten eggs especially in the shower; and, standing water in the back of the toilet was rust colored and slimy. Ann's pharmacy clinic jackets came out of the washing machine a nice reddish off-white. For reasons we didn't understand, we now had both iron and sulphur bacteria in our water. While there were no health concerns about this, for aesthetics and plumbing reasons, we had to have a water treatment system installed, at no small cost and with great dismay over the loss of our wonderful tasting water. Also, with the system in place, we lost the potential to have water in the house when the power is out. There is no way to bypass the sytem and take pressure directly from the well.

Of course, we still could fill buckets from the creek to use to flush toilets. Mostly. Of course the creek dried completely up